Monday, June 4, 2012

One day at a time.

Well it's been a while since I blogged, well publicly anyways.  I'm taking it one day at a time right now.  I think that it is all one could do in a time like this.  I have bad days and better days.  The reality of everything has been hitting me like a ton of bricks lately but I have been trying to remain focused and do the best that I can.  The final autopsy results were given to me today and everything definitely set me back a bit but I know I will start to heal, slowly but surely.  Or does one ever heal from the hurt?  All I can do is just do my best.

I have been staying extremely busy to keep my mind off things.  I've been re-doing all the tile floors, getting Presley's new big girl room together, and I started back school today full-time until Miss.Willow comes.  I'm going to push myself now because I will almost be graduated when Willow gets here.  Only a few classes and now I won't stress myself once she's here.  Presley is definitely been lifting my spirits lately.  She smiles and laughs constantly.  I swear she is such a happy-go-lucky little girl.  Bryan has been nothing short of amazing.  He's always by my side to pep me up, he lets me just cry if I need to, and he's just been amazing.

Also, I am now 24 weeks pregnant.  Went to the doctor to check on Willow and she's perfect.  Just like her big sister.  This pregnancy is going by so fast.  I can't believe I am already 6 months pregnant.

Enough for now, I have a million other things that need to be done.  Hope my friends are all doing wonderful.

24 weeks pregnant.


2 comments:

  1. You are so darn cute pregnant!

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  2. You look amazing!! I have been meaning to check in and see how you are doing, things have been a little nuts here. I hope you are doing ok (well the best you can under the circumstances) and would love to see you and your adorable little girl soon!

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